you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls

you can tell
from the glass on the floor
and the strings that're breaking
and i keep on breaking more
and it looks like i am shaking
but it's just the temperature
and then again
if it were any colder i could disengage
if i were any older i could act my age
but i dont think that youd believe me
it's
not
the
way
i'm
meant
to
be
it's just the way the operation made me

and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again
pretending to be you
make-believing
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose

i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism

and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
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This is where we were, falling apart
We were shades in the light
Looming out the dark just to get hurt
And blinded
But you'll never know how we've felt inside
Hiding our feelings from you
There are people around
But you feel so alone
We're happier now we know
We can survive
We can make it through the pain
And see the light
We have our friends beside us
We'll show them what we're made of
We'll show them that we're strong
Our life is torn apart
Right before our eyes
The blade relieved our pain
My skin cries red tears
Like tar, lethargically dripping down my skin
Bleed away the bad, bleed away the pain
Until it disappears
We're falling apart, long sleeves to cover up
We're happier now we know
Alone as I sit here
Empty as the night
Crying at my window
Blinded by the Light
I wish I could show you
The way I see the world
It's painful and it's lonely
Its empty and its cold
I wish that you could feel
The way I do inside
The sadness and the anger
And all the pain I hide
Forever now I will
Feel I've crossed the line
Cos nothing I can do or say
Can take me back in time
Looking back
I feel I might
Have done things differently
The bleeding stops, scars Read more »