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[female, age 38, began to SI at age 37]

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In my mind I know that SI is wrong, that it is detrimental to my well-being, etc., but it does seem to work when other things have not. I also have a very bad opinion of my body and maybe I think that if I have enough scars, my outside will finally match my inside."

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[female, age 38, began to SI at age 37]
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Gabrielle For Self-Injurers - In Their Own Words published by 2 years ago ()

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Yes I really Do.

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My Battle has been ten month short and it is the biggest hell I have ever been through. Yah I am young but I feel at the rate I am going I will never be able to stop. It is so scary. Yes I decided to get help, but I kept anyone I love out of the loop. I wish I had a support system I feel that I dont. It is so awkward having people ask when I go to the beache. "What is up with your hips". It is hard to want to respond truthfully but just saying "It's from Sports" or "It's from when I was yong". It is so hard so hard so hard. I wish I could stop or at least make 100 days. I wish I could be proud of myself. But really if me stopping meant I had to lie, cheat, steal, whatever I would do it. 

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