Breadcrumbs:
do you have any rituals?
my ritual is to keep my kit in my nightstand in a little makeup bag, I pour myself a drink then lie on my bed (no tv, no lights, no music, nothing) and begin to cut, once I feel relieved (usually when blood has begun to dry). I clean up and go back to normal.

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if i cut...
1 year () (Permalink)I have to do it on my thighs. I buy those giant packages of disposable shaving razors and break the blades from that. Then I lock myself in the bathroom and turn off all the lights, put snuff by slipknot on, and let the situation engulf me.
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whenever i cut (or used to
1 year () (Permalink)whenever i cut (or used to anyway) i would cut four times, right next to each other. it always had to be four, or sometimes eight, but always four. dont know why tho... and i also would swallow like 4-6 vicodin after. i guess i had a thing for the number four, and even numbers.
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