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Before, During, After
I cut myself, usually on my arms. Before I cut myself I feel anxious and tense, not because that's what triggers it, but because I fear for one day I will be found out. As I watch the blood spill over I feel better, I forget my fears of being found out and anything I feeling before spills out of my body with the blood. After I am done I feel much better and sometimes the fear of being found out returns.

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before, during, & after...
1 year () (Permalink)before I feel, angry. thats the emotion that triggers it the most.
during I feel nothing. thats the simplest way to put it. I feel empty.
after I feel pleased. its kind of sick, but I usually pick at it and try to make more blood come.
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