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[female, age 14, began to SI at age 11]

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Before I would feel out of control, like I was failing everyone.I would get panicky and scared. During all I could think about was the blood and skin being cut. I just wanted the release. I craved it. After I would feel better for a little bit and then cry myself to sleep, I was so disappointed in myself. I knew what I was doing was wrong.

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[female, age 14, began to SI at age 11]
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Gabrielle For Self-Injurers - In Their Own Words published by 3 years ago ()

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I began cutting at 10y.o.
Im still cutting, 6 years on-going.
Before i would cut, i would usually bite my tongue because i know i should stop. at the same time, my angered side tells me to because it feels good to me.i end up doing it because i dont want to be angered and all down, so i just do it to "purify" myself of wrong doing and for punishment. after that, i feel carefree, hyper, and no, i am not the least bit ashamed.

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