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The only people who knows (that I know of) are, my mom, sister, and best friend/blood-sister. I started cutting with my best friend, so she was awesome and we are both cutters. My mom and sister are really emotional about the whole thing. They don't know that my best friend is who made all this happen, I am very grateful to her. But yeah, anyways. Mom freaks out whenever she thinks about it or wants to discuss it with me. She crys and hugs me, thinking that I have a major issue that she blames herself for. No one's fault but my own, I'm the one who makes a damn party with myself whenever I cut. I love doing it, why can't they understand that I'm doing what makes me happy? Does anyone else on this site SI out of wanting to feel extreme happiness?

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[female, age 17, began to SI at age 14, graduate]
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Sydney697 For Self-Injurers - In Their Own Words published by 1 year ago ()

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Tyke1980 Tyke1980

I do at times.  But I mostly

1 month () (Permalink)

I do at times.  But I mostly do it when I  feel angry and need to release quickly.  I cut when I am ashamed of myself or when I think that I am going over the edge.  Sometimes I cut as a "cry for help".  I can't always voice how much pain is inside me so I cut hoping that others will be able to see how much pain I'm in.  I am scared  I could take it too far or overdose on pills.  I don't really want to die, so cutting is my release to get my emotions out.  I also am anorexic and bulimic so I also use those to stuff my feelings...  Take care and love to you!

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Ya I feel that same way. I

1 month () (Permalink)

Ya I feel that same way. I just want to cut myself because it is one of the most amazing feelings in the world. 

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