Breadcrumbs:

Why do I do it...?

Printer-friendly versionPrinter-friendly version

I cut myself because, mainly, it gives me a sense of control over my life. But also because i slightly enjoy the pain. I hav ea problem called hyperacusis, its where your hearing is really good and you are sensitive to sounds and get annoyed bye them easily. Sometimes it gets so bad I breakdown, or get sick. The next reason is my brother. He never leaves me alone, he is always pestering me, touching me(not in a abusive way) and he just doesnt leave me alone, he is horrible to me, and my parents. When i try to get him to leave me alone, it doesnt do anything, he's older and much bigger than me, so cutting makes me feel in control of all that. In my opinion I am pathetic...

In Their Own Words Information
Person: 
[female, age 15, began at age 15, unknown]
The Author

Myuki For Self-Injurers - In Their Own Words published by 1 year ago ()

Comments

shard_of_light (not verified)

You are not pathetic!

You are having to deal with unusual problems and it sounds like your brother is just making things worse, but that does not make you pathetic.

Post new comment

The content of this field is kept private and will not be shown publicly.
  • Lines and paragraphs break automatically.
  • HTML tags will be transformed to conform to HTML standards.
  • Each email address will be obfuscated in a human readable fashion or (if JavaScript is enabled) replaced with a spamproof clickable link.

More information about formatting options

Notifications
Type the characters you see in this picture. (verify using audio)
Type the characters you see in the picture above; if you can't read them, submit the form and a new image will be generated. Not case sensitive.