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I'm a 20 year old afrikaans girl from South Africa, I've been cutting since 2008 and are always finding reason to cut, I haven't cut since 2 September 2011, and I miss it very very much. Lucky for me I'm a cluts and always en up falling, bumbing, scratching, getting hurt or when I play with my dog she scratches or bites me, I love playing with my "little monster".On the outside I look like any other girl my age, but inside I'm very confused. People say I'm a freak or I'm weird just because they don't understand me. I am the only child and are most of the time very very lonley. In the past 3 years I had to say goodbye to 6 people who were close to me, I've been in depression ever since, I can't cope with the fact that those people died, I know they are with God and they are happy but I still wish I could have said goodbye. I am a Christain girl, but don't judge, cause I hate to be judged. I don't trust people, and are very scared of getting hurt, rejected or abused again. I've been rejected by alot of people and every one I trusted let me down. I graduated High School and started to study but gave that up for a bad job, cause I wasn't happy. I am a very confused 19 almost 20 year old girl who are just trying to find her way in life. Just being without meaning. I'm very friendly and love making friends, helping out and just being there when people need me. Not alot of people know I self-injure and those who know doesn't always understand why
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I wish I could just figure things out... I'm so lonely and confused... I feel so lost... |
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I feel so alone!!!!!!!!!! |
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Not feeling so good, it feels like I dont exist, like I can dissapear and no one would care. |
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So sick of it all, currently I'm struggeling to log into my profile. WTF is wrong with the internet!!!!!!!!! |
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So not feeling good, I feel dead inside.............. |
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hope it helps
1. When did you start harming yourself? End of 2008 2. When did you stop? 2 September 2011 3. What type of self-injury did you do? I cut myself... |
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thanks you guys, i will have
thanks you guys, i will have to start writing again i havent written since last year. you guys dont know what you comments means to me thanks alot. |
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Thanks
Thank you it was just a quick poem of the top of my head. half of my poems will never see the light on this page. but i'll post a few of my poems at... |
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I STARTED AT AGE 16
I started at age 16, after my great grandma and 3 of my friends died in a time gap of 2-3 months. I just cracked......... |
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Somethings unfortantly are never ment to be figured out but when they are only time will tell though feeling lonely sucks but if you need someone to talk to you can message me I'll help if I can I hope you no long feel lost for long.
Mar 06