I have been SIing for too long...seven years to be exact. I have tried stopping several times, there have been periods up to about 10 months where I have been able to stop, but I always start again. Its amazing how addicting SIing can really be. I might think I have it under control, but in the end it controls me.
I guess I joined this site to connect with other SIers, since I have never told anyone that I SI. It would be nice to talk to people who understand where I am coming from without the embarrassment of my friends and family finding out.
It would be really nice to be able to stop.