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My name Is Olivia just turned 14.Im usually really happy and very loud.But...When Im sad Im sad it totally destroys me. But I really try as hard as possible to not let it show when I am. So If u ever ask if im ok and I say im fine.Im probally not. I started cutting myself in august 09. I told my Dad about 12 days ago and he freaked Im not aloud to be in my room with the door closed unless Im changing..... :( and he thinks its close to suicide....and Idkkk.......the last time I cut was the day before christmas Eve I really really want to but Im not gonna cause I promised my dad I wouldnt.   I've gone through depression and really don't wanna go back through alll that.Ive gotten dumped twice in the last month and is sucks ass so my heart is kind of hurting right now :((( :D..... But yeah usually im screaming or jumping up and down or hugging or something else kind of childish... TeeHeeHeee Oh god now Im doing it.Dont ask. Lol. :) Blame Kayla for that random moment. I really care about people.It really upsets me when one of my friends is going through something. One time I cried because people kept calling this guy friend of mine Gay but he was totally straight so yeah. Oh and I support all Love.Uhm If u want to know anything just ask......