I'm from Birmingham,England. So yeah, i'm british.
I'm still in high school and to be honest, i hate it. At high school i'm always being told i'll never be good enough, always being told i'm 2nd best to everyone. Most people are so judgemental, even if they don't know you they'll still assume the worst about you.
I enjoy listening to heavy metal, scremo, pop punk and stuff along them lines so according to most people i'm classed as an 'emo' even though i wouldn't class myself as one.
I practically live in band t-shirts, shorts and skinny jeans. i'm not one of these girls that is fussed with following the latest trend, i just wear what i find comfortable.
I'm a quiet person, i've never been very loud.
I go unoticed lots of the time, i think it's because i don't really like talking at school and stuff. I'd rather keep myself to myself. most of the time i'm near enough invisible.
But on the odd occasion that i choose to speak i'm often ignored anyway so what's the point.
Because i'm taller and chubbier (Is that a word? Idk.) than most girls in my school i've been bullied for my image for a while that had a massive part to play on my lack of self-confidence i would always be scared to go out incase people looked at me. I'd always try to hide as much of my body as possible because i'd be scared that people would talk about how i looked.
I have an addiction with Zombie,Murders and all that gory Jazz! i don't know what it is i just find it so interesting. I also enjoy watching interviews with murders i'm so interesting in getting inside their mind to learn about what was going through their heads when they committed such events.I'd like to say i've stopped self -harming but i haven't. I've tried and i've tried but i just can't do it! the longest i've gone without self-harming up to date is about 5 months, it seems like it's going fine, i feel like i'm finally happy with who i am ,i feel like i can stop then all and i feel like i've over come it and then all of a sudden something will happen that will bring back the urges to cut myself. I can fight the urges for a short period of time but over time they get stronger and stronger until i just can't fight them and i have to hurt myself. I'm a friendly person so you can always come talk to me, i'll always listen and i'm not one to judge.
You're beautiful, Bye. ♥