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Not much on talking about myself. I'm 55, happily married, hopelessly in debt. I started cutting about 14 years ago during a divorce. I was clean for many years but recently have started cutting again. Too much stress at work makes me feel like I'm not good enough. I keep waiting for everybody to figure that out. Not a lot more to say, I come here to try and keep from cutting and remember that I'm not the only one in the world does this.
I'm a scientist and would really really like to know why seeing my blood run down my body makes me feel better, alive again. at least a little bit.
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music nature psychology and the meaning of life if any
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just thought I'd say hi Rawry. hope the elves are doing good, the cloud riders fell apart. ): |
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email me on the email on my profile, I can't be on here anymore! |
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Thankyou , sir :). |
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olddude, huh? My dad's older :) |
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that's really cool. i make my own art and i want to sell it and hope to be noticed some day... |
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I want some of those meds!
Good for you, happy to hear its better than before; hope it keeps getting better. Peace Lawrence |
Created 2 years 3 months ago
in Revisiting my thoughts from a few days ago from a happier perspective |
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Can't stay healthy on less than 1000 calories
You will die at your calorie levels; it’s just a slow form of suicide. I don't think that is your intention but that will be the result. And as for... |
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It is progress when you think twice
Even more if you can avoid or minimize it. Sounds like you're really doing good on that front. I would advise you to learn to talk to your bf. I... |
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You're right
You got it down exactly the way it is for me. Except for how much I like to see the blood flow down my chest and arms only much later does the shame... |
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LiLi-BurToN hey am lili, new here. am
2 years () (Permalink)hey am lili, new here. am also getting into philophsy and exertisiism, been reading alot of albert camus books and basicly anything i can get from my crappy library. have u read any gud books lately??
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OldDude If the world were logical, men would ride sidesaddle
Michaela! Missed you, Sorry about the cloud riders, but there still dreams. Elves say hi and send hugs, Sorry I was gone so long.
Apr 26