Not much on talking about myself. I'm 55, happily married, hopelessly in debt. I started cutting about 14 years ago during a divorce. I was clean for many years but recently have started cutting again. Too much stress at work makes me feel like I'm not good enough. I keep waiting for everybody to figure that out. Not a lot more to say, I come here to try and keep from cutting and remember that I'm not the only one in the world does this.
I'm a scientist and would really really like to know why seeing my blood run down my body makes me feel better, alive again. at least a little bit.
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