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Hey there. Ruby Black is my pen name, so that's what I'll go by here. I'm 19 years old and about to finish my first year at college. I started SI when I was 14, and was able to stop after a lot of therapy and medication. I've dealt with the urges since then, but it wasn't until just a few months ago that I really started craving it. I just recently started again, after almost 5 years. I'm so afraid of going down the same path I did when I was 14, but at the same time I don't want to stop. After reading some of the posts on this website, I see that I am not alone, at all. That gives me a little more hope.
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I wish you luck and strength, dear :) And that you will persevere in the face of your challenges. |
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Going to group today... going to talk |
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Sure! I added you to the chat list. Thanks. :) |
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Today's the day. I'll be going to group at 4pm. I'm going to talk this time. |
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I have the strength to resist, I just don't have the will. |
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New Year
I am so happy you have a church as such a positive source of love in your life. I hope you can find a way to communicate to this guy about your SI,... |
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New Year
I am so happy you have a church as such a positive source of love in your life. I hope you can find a way to communicate to this guy about your SI,... |
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College
College can suck for someone who SI's. I hadn't SI'd since the summer before I started high school, and then in college I started again. But I... |
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Don't worry
The end of the school year seems to bring about weird emotions in everyone. You have all of summer to work on not cutting, which I hope will go... |
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Telling People
Do you have anyone around you that can tell this to? I only say that because if you chose to confront him you should either have people with you,... |
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