I'm 17 and I'm a severely damaged person. I have been cutting myself since I was 12. I get attached to people too easily. I can't take rejection. I hate my looks and my body. I cry myself to sleep every night. I also cry during the days. People irritate the fuck out of me. I don't give a shit what people think unless they're important to me. I'm envious of every chick I see because everyone is just so much prettier than I am. I don't ever feel good enough for anyone. I have tried to stop cutting many times but I always get right back to doing it. I depend on it to make my pain go away and I honestly think it feels good. I like it. To me cutting is like taking a hit of ecstasy. Uhm. I'm a disturbed , perverted , masochist. And yeah. I really wish I could be a vampire. I wish I had really sharp vampire teeth that I could just sink into a persons neck and just suck their blood like it was water.