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I'm 17 and I'm a severely damaged person. I have been cutting myself since I was 12. I get attached to people too easily. I can't take rejection. I hate my looks and my body. I cry myself to sleep every night. I also cry during the days. People irritate the fuck out of me. I don't give a shit what people think unless they're important to me. I'm envious of every chick I see because everyone is just so much prettier than I am. I don't ever feel good enough for anyone. I have tried to stop cutting many times but I always get right back to doing it. I depend on it to make my pain go away and I honestly think it feels good. I like it. To me cutting is like taking a hit of ecstasy. Uhm. I'm a disturbed , perverted , masochist. And yeah. I really wish I could be a vampire. I wish I had really sharp vampire teeth that I could just sink into a persons neck and just suck their blood like it was water.
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I think too much when I'm alone. Why have all my friends left me? |
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I feel normal on here. It's like I'm talking to myself. But I don't feel as crazy because I'm typing everything instead of saying it outloud |
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I used to just do a bunch of pills and write poetry. I miss the inspiration they gave me. |
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All I want is for some one to care. Is that too much to ask? |
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Every day is a constant battle in my mind between me and myself. |
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You are normal here. Very few of us are not.
Jul 12