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New New Update: Since I'm in the healing process and working to start over in my life, I'll be on soon to rewrite my profile. I just can't get myself to do it yet.
New update: I just got dumped by my deployed partner. Apparently our relationship was too much work and I'm not someone he can love anymore. We knew each other for 8 years, been together officially for almost 6 years. I don't know what to do now. He was my only reason to live. And I'm still in love with him.
From the outisde looking in, I'm pretty average. No, not just average. Happy. I'm a woman in my mid-twenties going back to school for second degree, getting great grades, and in a committed relationship.
The truth is that I'm more depressed now than I have been in years. I grew up depressed so I never knew how happy life could be. But I had almost 5 years of peace and tranquility, even if it wasn't always perfect. So now that I find myself taken over by dark thoughts again, it's even worse this time because I know what I'm missing out on.
I have a pretty non-existent relationship with my family. And I have no REAL friends to speak of. And worst yet, my partner has been less than supportive, or even concerned, about my requests for help.
Despite my attempts not to return to the addiction I used to have, I've already given into cutting again. And it hurts that my partner is willing to give me ultimatums to stop but not be supportive to get rid of the urge.
So here I am...
Also, feel free to follow me on twitter (or send me a message to follow you). Right now I'm trying to keep up with my daily struggles with depression and SI through twitter. A documentation experiment, if you will. And I'd love for more people to get involved and join me. Building support in any way helps us all get through each day.
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It's been quite a few weeks since I was on last. Sorry for my absence. |
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thanks so much. and I really am. I didnt realize there was stuff like this out there |
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Put your head on my shoulder, baby. Things can't get any worse. Night is getting colder. Sometimes life feels like it's a curse. |
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WOW I READ UR PROFILE AND SEE A LOT OF SIMILARITYS TO MY LIFE... IF U NEED SOMEONT TO TALK TO IM HERE!!!! |
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Do you want to chat for a little while? i have time inbtween classes right now if you wan to |
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