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I'm 31 and female. Live in Wisconsin and am single. I can't handle being in my own head so a relationship is out of the question. I've been anorexic/bulimic since the age of 14. It's a daily battle to eat and/or not throw up. I have been hospitalized 8 times for the eating disorder as well as other psychiatric issues. I am very underweight now and hope it kills me so I don't have to think about suicide. I don't want to die, just sick of living in my head. I have been cutting since the age of 15. I don't remember why I started or how it became an outlet for my emotional pain. I am scared of letting people touch me. This has been going on about 3 years. I am afraid to get emotionally attached to anyone (including family) because I am always hurt. I love hard but then push people away out of fear of being hurt by them.
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I used to love the outdoors and sports but am now terrified of going outside. I hate the wind and it scares me. I mainly stay inside now because I am not able to work since last August when I ws hospitalized for suicidal thoughts.
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I fucking hate the holidays and the people... |
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My daughter is 13 and her story is similar to yours. What can I do to help her |
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My daughter is 13 and her story is similar to yours. What can I do to help her |
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My writing might get published in the Washington Post! |
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http://self-injury.net/creativity/poetry I believe my new poem is the top one. |
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Amazing Poem!
Love this sweetheart! Another beautifully written poem that captures my heart and the feelings we share... |
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Keep writing! Your poetry is
Keep writing! Your poetry is so honest and is the truth. I feel your pain as I read your poetry and you put into words what I can't. I find it... |
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Absolutely AMAZING poetry.
Absolutely AMAZING poetry. You capture your thoughts so well and put them into words that are beautifully written. I love your poetry and you can... |
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I loved the part where you said, "what is normal anyways".... I ask myself that all the time! Who tells us what is normal when there is no way to "... |
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I do at times. But I mostly
I do at times. But I mostly do it when I feel angry and need to release quickly. I cut when I am ashamed of myself or when I think that I am going... |
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Oh my Gosh!!!! I said you had an amazing way with words and writing!!! I truly hope that it gets published so you can share your work with everyone!!! That is awesome!!!
Nov 12
Thanks :) even if it's for a school project, it's still really cool! I might show some of my poetry to my english teacher and ask her if it's worth publishing.
Nov 13