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Why'd you do it?

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“Why’d you do that?” Or, “How could you do that?” Questions we get asked all the time if people see our scars, or cuts, or markings of any sort, and they’ve figured out the truth. So, what do you tell them? Spill the beans? Or just make up some story, “Oh, um, long story, and you would only get it if you’ve done this” kind of thing?

I just tell people that I’m overwhelmed, cover myself, and walk away.

But, how are you supposed to deal with that? I mean, no one really would understand unless they’ve self-injured.


I can't believe what I'm saying here...

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Wow, I haven’t written a blog in a really, REALLY long time. Sorry about that. Anyway, the real point of this blog. 


Only for a while...


You can’t always be strong.

Tonight’s where I lost it.

My strenght failed me, I fell into tears, and my old ways.

I couldn’t take this never ending pain, that’s constantly eating away at me.

II lost the fight.

The fight between myself and my emotion.

The fight between myself and my pain.

The fight between myself and my blade.

I have no idea how long I can keep this up…


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I’ve missed you too!!! I will! I just haven’t seen you onlinee! lovers ya too! and thankss!


dudette!!! idk about the others but ive missed u like crazy chica!!!!!! get on chat and hit me up sometime!!!! love yas!!!!! <3tigz

ps congrats on all ur stuff lol


Tis so true! It isn’t worth it… At all.

Iron Arm (not verified)

First off, I’d like to say I love Sixx AM. ) I like to relate the songs about herion addiction to SI, and they do match up a lot. And the romantic aspect of that song really captured me.


I hate that question, and what answer I give depends on who I’m answering.  Honestly, I’m more open around those I’m not close to.  I try to give an honest account of why I do what I do, and I try to make them understand that I’m not suicidal - I’m not even unhappy!

But my friends, the people I...