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    Hurt Myself (Dark Lotus)

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    • Pain is sexual
      And I’m horny, I’m horny, horny

      I jump in the mosh pit, but I’m alone
      Between 4 trees I get it on
      My brain is hemorrhaging, it’s them or me
      It ain’t easy knocking over a tree (I pass out)
      I wake up the room is padded
      It would appear I’ve had it
      But hold up
      Close rip, wrap them around my neck
      And choke myself to death, no breath
      Now I’m out, I’m strapped down
      Wait, I can still move my head around
      I got about 4 inches between the back of my head
      And the metal gurney bed
      BOOM!
      Slamming it, retractions
      BOOM!
      I feel the back of my skull is cracking
      BOOM!
      A broken bone is piercing my brain
      And oh, I just hammered it in…

      Ahhhhh
      Ahh I hurt myself
      God I hurt myself
      Stop me
      Pain, pain
      Stop me

      I’m sitting in the dark, talking to myself
      Why does everybody tell me that I need help?
      I’m in love with pain
      I take a needle or a knife
      And drive that mother fucker through my windpipe
      Just might
      Take a razor blade
      Dip it in some gas
      See if I can take a little skin of the calf
      Grotesque I’m a walking body bag
      And when it all heals I’ll pick the scabs

      Alone in the casket, buried in the earth
      Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt
      Kick out the door till my legs fall off
      Try to use my head my skulls to soft
      The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys
      Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me
      Keep stabbing and sticking
      And pulling all the blood spitting
      And I cut off the oxygen
      And take my own life again

      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!
      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!

      Do you wanna die? Do you need my help?
      Is it self mutilation that you’re bringing on yourself
      Went through the same situation 1 year ago
      I guess that explains all the scars on my throat
      Why you still breathing, are you still alive?
      Escaping from the deamons that you had locked inside
      You death suicidal than come an play my game
      One gun, one bullet if you’re it no pain

      A layer up skin ohhh, I pull it back
      And smooth it back down with some simple smack (OUCH)
      Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league
      Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave
      Yea go ahead curse me you faggots
      So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits
      I don’t consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy
      Now shut the fuck up here
      Batter up UHHHHAHHH!!

      Cut and slice away with a steak knife
      Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe
      Exacto blade underneath the fingernail
      Bleed and make another cut, fucking might as well
      Tablespoon of Morton’s salt pour it on the wound
      If it don’t burn you don’t know what you doing
      If you fail just return to start
      Self defecation is a beautiful art

      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!
      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!

      STOP ME!!
      STOP ME!!
      pain is sexual

      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!
      Why, tell me why
      Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
      AH STOP ME!

      pain is sexual
      STOP ME!

    • Song Title Hurt Myself
    • Band Name Dark Lotus
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