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    Self Inflicted (Smile Empty Soul)

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    • You see these cuts and bruises
      Isn’t this all so amusing
      I feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)
      My life is so confusing
      Do this to myself I’m losing
      Guess I’m only proving
      What everyone can see but me

      And I won’t let myself be happy
      I cut myself just to feel the pain
      And I won’t give up anything for you
      I’m going down and no one can save me
      Were going down and no one can save me

      I am cold my legs are shaking
      Theres no hope right now I’m begging
      For just one sight to show me some one out there really cares (really cares)
      My clothes are soaked I’m crying
      Theres no doubt I know I’m dieing
      I did this to myself and that’s the part I can’t believe

      And I won’t let myself be happy
      I cut myself just to feel the pain
      And I won’t give up anything for you
      I’m going down and no one can save me
      Were going down and no one can save me
      Going down and no one can save me

      These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
      These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
      These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted
      These cuts and bruises are all self inflicted

      I won’t let myself be happy
      I cut myself just to feel the pain
      And I won’t give up anything for you
      Were going down and no one can save me
      I’m going down and no one can save me
      I’m going down and no one can save me
      We’re going down and no one can save me
      Going down and no one can save me

    • Song Title Self Inflicted
    • Album Title Anxiety
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