Jump to content

Search the Community

Showing results for tags 'On Suicide'.

  • Search By Tags

    Type tags separated by commas.
  • Search By Author

Found 247 results

  1. Why do I get anxious, or numb, or an itch on my wrist where I used to cut whenever I see something about suicide? Or a self harmer in a movie? What can I do to control myself, my hands from scratching the shit out of my wrist?
  2. Selfish?

    So let me just start by saying that I haven't talked about my struggles with anyone. It started in September. The only reason why I know it started that month was because I was looking for a place online that I can rant and express the way I felt without anybody knowing who I was. Thats when I luckily ran into this website and have found it, kind of helpful. It has been the place where I can talk about whatever I'm going through emotionally. It's a little safe haven. Yeah, I know I don't have a lot of post so it seems like I don't really use this but I do. Sometimes I just held back on posting some things and thats because I just have A LOT to say but I never know how to explain it. Anyways, I'm going on and on. So like I said, I haven't talked to anybody about my struggles until recently... I was having a phone conversation with my boyfriend who is also my best friend. I can talk to him about anything and he knows how to make me feel better. So I started asking him, "Are you okay?" since he gets sad about life (but not to my level which I'm grateful about.) He told me he does but that he gets out of that funk because he knows that he's working really hard for a better future and he has everyone he needs. He told me some days look gloomy but they won't last... I wanted to hold back on what I wanted to tell him but I couldn't. I told him, "Look, I'm going to tell you something and I don't want to hear any advice, no judgment or anything.. just listen to what I have to say." He told me okay and just waited for me to tell him. I said, "I'm not okay, I haven't been okay since September. I stopped being happy. I've been so tempted to harm myself and everyday it gets worse. I try my best to be happy and to avoid suicidal thoughts because I'm not living for myself, I have to live for the people around me." At this point I broke down because I just went of on telling him that it feels so selfish for the people around me to have to depend on me. I hate that feeling. Like if I'm not here anymore, I know my loved ones would go insane cause they depend on me to be there to support them or to listen to them about whatever they are going through. For my parents its that they need me for my brother, my best friend shelly needs me because she gets sad and I know that I can distract her from the pain or listen to her and understand her perspective. My boyfriend who has gone through so much that recently admitted that he depends on me for his happiness. Like it just sucks sometimes. People say that those who take their life away are selfish to do it, but are they really? Are they the only selfish people? What about those around us that make us stay? Our love ones don't understand our internal struggle that we face every time we wake up to the time we go to bed. How can you say we're selfish if you don't take the time to talk to us and see that we aren't fucking okay? Everybody goes through shit and sometimes its hard to not have the support of others like we have the support for them. So tell me who's the selfish one here
  3. Roses are Dead

    Roses are red Violets are blue, Sugar is sweet And you said I was too.  Gaining my trust To break my walls down,  Making me smile When I wanted to drown.  Spilling my secrets Whilst you kept yours, Expressing my issues You masking your flaws. But your lies were well hidden Your footsteps erased, As you pulled at my heart strings Wires frayed and debased. Now the lilies have fallen The foxgloves dropped dead, As your hands squeeze my heart And you messed with my head.  The truth all a tangle You trapped me where I stood, Manipulating my movements Denying everything you could.  You twisted my sentences To let blood bleed red, Feeling no pain yourself But letting me cut instead.  But a world without flowers Is not where I want to be, So maybe I should escape now Before I start to crave your company.  Picking dead leaves Gravestones breathed out, Slitting my wrists That's what this is all about. Losing a battle With myself and the world You spurring me forwards So I just gave up and left. 
  4. Operation Reach Out

    Military Community Awareness - introduces OPERATION REACH OUT, a smartphone app aimed at preventing suicide among military personnel and veterans
  5. SSUSA

    Resources, Support and Intervention app for those affected by bullying, depression and suicide. Includes ready-access to instant phone hot line, crisis text line and trusted friends/family alert as well as free/near-free social services available within your zip code and surrounding location. We’ve also included direct free access to all of the Stand Strong USA (SSUSA) live event simulcasts with the ability to engage with live interactive voting/polling during our live simulcasts no matter where you are located during the events.
  6. TalkLife

    TalkLife – You’re not alone TalkLife is your safe, social network where you can get and give help. Life isn’t always easy. But talking to someone going through the same struggles makes a big difference. Whether it’s mental health, depression, self harm, eating disorders, relationships, school or work, on TalkLife you’re free to open up about anything on your mind. Sometimes, it’s hard to talk to family and friends about what you’re dealing with. The TalkLife community is always here for you. Thousands of users waiting to talk – at any time – about whatever you’re going through. No judgments. No bullying. Just encouragement from people who get you.
  7. Suicide Safety Plan

    Suicidal thoughts can seem like they will last forever – but these thoughts and feelings pass with time. This app is designed to support those dealing with suicidal thoughts and help prevent suicide.  Having a plan in place that can help guide you through difficult moments can help you cope and keep you safe. A safety plan is designed so that you can start at the beginning and continue through the steps. You can customize your own warning signs that a crisis may be developing, coping strategies for dealing with suicidal urges, places for distraction, friends and family members you can reach out to, professionals you can call, methods of making your environment safe, and your own important reasons for living. If following your safety plan is not enough to stem a suicidal crisis, then this app also contains an easy-to-access list of emergency resources so that help is just a tap away. For long-term recovery, we provide a thorough guide to dealing with suicidal thoughts.
  8. Stay Alive

    This app is a pocket suicide prevention resource, packed full of useful information to help you stay safe. You can use it if you are having thoughts of suicide or if you are concerned about someone else who may be considering suicide. In addition to the resources, the app includes a safety plan, customisable reasons for living, and a life box where you can store photos that are important to you.
  9. 7 Cups of Tea - Free Care & Therapy

    Get FREE anonymous emotional support and counseling on-demand from trained active listeners and therapists. Feeling stressed, anxious, or depressed? Having relationship problems and need support or counseling? Whether you’re stressed at work, having problems at home, or just in the middle of a bad day, sometimes you need to vent. But scheduling a therapist is time-consuming and expensive, and sometimes you can’t completely open up to friends, family, or coworkers. Now you can get confidential emotional support anytime, anywhere with 7 Cups of Tea. Free. This app gives you the support you need in a way that fits your lifestyle.
  10. Suicide? Help!

    Suicide? Help! - An information app for people who are thinking about suicide or are worried about someone else. As well as providing detailed information about suicide, such as how to get help and what signs to look for in others, this app also provides details of services the user can contact particularly in the UK and Tayside.
  11. Dutchess County HELPLINE

    The HELPLINE suicide awareness and prevention app is designed to help users easily access and recognize the signs of suicide in friends and family and get them the help they need, fast. It’s not a substitute for professional diagnosis and treatment, but rather a “first line of defense” that offers people some solid information and useful tools that they can use to help someone they love make it through a difficult time.
  12. Ulster County SPEAK

    The SPEAK suicide awareness and prevention app is designed to help users easily access and recognize the signs of suicide in friends and family and get them the help they need, fast. It’s not a substitute for professional diagnosis and treatment, but rather a “first line of defense” that offers people some solid information and useful tools that they can use to help someone they love make it through a difficult time.
  13. Safety Plan

    A safety plan is a list of coping strategies and social supports that people can use when they are in a suicidal crisis or very distressed. It helps them not act on their suicidal feelings. The plan is brief, is in the individuals’ own words, and is easy to read. It is an emergency plan for suicide crises.
  14. R U Suicidal?

    R U Suicidal? is a free app designed to help someone who may be or is suicidal. It is predominantly a video of a Psychologist speaking directly to the user and aims to be warm, supportive and encouraging. There are interactive phases where you can read some ideas or tips for feeling better and enter your own information privately into the smartphone. What you enter is not backed up to a website - it is just on the phone.
  15. ReliefLink

    A pretty & helpful suicide prevention app. 
  16. Suicide Lifeguard

    Suicide Lifeguard is a FREE app intended for anyone concerned that someone they know may be thinking of suicide.
  17. Ask & Prevent Suicide

    The ASK About Suicide to Save a Life app provides useful information to use as an educational resource as well as a crisis intervention resource for suicide prevention. Used in over 80 countries, this app is based on the best practices ASK suicide prevention training program. This app is based upon the Best Practice designated ASK About Suicide to Save a LIfe training program developed by the Texas Department of State Health Services and Mental Health America of Texas.
  18. The Lifeline

    The Lifeline is the Canadian Suicide Prevention and Awareness App, a free App devoted to Aid in Suicide Prevention across Canada.
  19. Project Toe

    Have you ever suffered from depression, addiction, or other life struggles? Why not use your past experience to help those currently going through it? There are many people who are facing a life struggle but don't have the support network they need. Now you can quickly connect with the people who need it most.
  20. the comfort spot

    the comfort spot is a place where all of you wonderful souls can anonymously share and talk about your feelings. it is here to give each and everyone on the planet the option to get comfort without being judged.
  21. Teen Hotlines

    Teen Hotlines list hotlines, help lines, and web sites organized by subject. From school violence and depression to eating disorders and suicide, these national organizations can also refer teens to state and local services in their community. It is brought to you by the award-winning Web site, Teen Health & Wellness.
  22. Here2Help

    Here2Help app has been developed by a local Northern Ireland initiative from people who want to make the range of services and support available to anyone in crisis. 
  23. Be Safe

    Be Safe is meant to help you make decisions in a crisis. It will: allow you to make a safety plan inform you about resources in London, Ontario and surrounding area give you options for getting help empower you to reach out safely
  24. Hey... everyone my name is Tiffany and I am 16 years old. I've been going through a lot lately...See I started Self-Harming when I was 12 years old... I looked in the mirror one day & I started crying... when I looked in the mirror I just saw a fat, ugly, worthless girl, so I started starving myself....for days and throwing up after meals on rare occasions that I eat... you see I was really skinny.... Then everything changed....then I started overcoming that & eating more, I started gaining weight....when I moved...then I met some people & started hanging out with the wrong crowd...I made some new "friends" and I trusted them, But they would take my pants off & throw them outside then push me out the  door & tell me to go get them.. they took all my clothes of & put me in a closet with some random boy I didn't even know, I was was only 13 years old! & they held me down & shot heroin up my arm.... so I stopped hanging out with people...I stopped making friends...I pushed away everyone that really cared about me & started isolating myself in my room... I would stay in there for hours.. sometimes I wouldn't even come out to eat...I felt like I was nothing I felt sooo worthless... and I would get hit, kicked, punched, cursed at, bullied, beat, & more...I was really depressed...I felt like nothing was going to change....I was so... Numb...I just wanted to feel something.. so I took apart my pencil sharpener, took the razor, went into my bathroom, sat in my bath tub & started cutting....As the tears streamed down my face, as the blood rolled down my leg.. I finally felt something.. I felt alive! but I didn't cut deep... When I was 14 I was raped and molested by 3 grown man...They hurt me so bad...I started cutting even more, everynight crying myself asleep! On the top of that I was being verbally  abused by my family... & everynight I would go to sleep to the voices of my mom & dad fighting....But when I turned 16 I started cutting deeper and on my wrists & arms... and I was hospitalized 3 times in October and I was put in residential...Because I tried to kill myself and that's where I am still and I barley get to see my family & my boyfriend....I miss them so much,..... I love them...and it hurts to be away frome them but....Im getting better<3
  25. I just told my therapist I was raped twice and now I'm sitting in tears, clutching a box of Ativan and trying desperately to resist the urge to swallow the lot. I won't because I don't want to die, or end up hospitalised, or be ill. I just feel so raw. I feel like a tree without its leaves. I feel vulnerable and exposed. I want to take the words back, I want to burn the words out of me, to bleed them out, to eat them down and purge them out. I 100% did not expect to tell her. It just... came out. I have my assessment with rape crisis on Tuesday and I'm terrified. I don't know what I want except to be heard, believed, validated... I feel physically sick and I don't know how to take care of myself now. What the Hell do I do?

About Us

Welcome to self-injury.net. We are a support community for self-harmers and also provide information on self-harm, creative works, media lists, lists of resources (helplines, textlines, mental health apps, therapists, etc.), etc. We focus on self-injury but a number of other mental health issues are included.

General

  • self-injury.net
  • Founded
  • Description
  • self-injury.net is a self-harm community and resource founded in 1999. Provides support, resources, and information on self-harm.
  • Founder
    Draco Malfoy Draco Malfoy
×