Just found this site.
I’d love to stop hurting myself.
I’m a cutter. I started about 3 or 4 years ago, around age 22. It’s only gotten worse as time goes on. I found out what makes a good scar, what gets more blood. I can’t stand it. In the moment, it brings up so man mixed emotions. As my wounds heal, I tend to brood over the scars and marks. They make me proud almost.
I don’t like how I feel overall about being a cutter. But right now, it’s the only outlet I’ve got…
Person male, age 26, began to SI @ 22, pharmacy tech.