yes and no..
YES because later, im too embarrassed to wear a tank top in the summer. and now i have a daughter who deserves a better mother than what i had.
NO because without it, what do i have to help me thats effective on that level? nothing. without it i have nothing to get a break from “everything”, and beyond that, i just simply love it. it sounds sick, but after i si i feel like i am a little kid again, wrapped in a big puffy blanket, right out of the dryer, right after walking in from a blizzard. nothing else can comfort me on a level like si.
Person [female, age 23, began to si at 14, mother]