Pain while SI?
Sometimes when I cut out of anger, I am so fuled up I don’t feel anything. I even often loose my memory of the event. When I am so so sad beyond belief, sometimes I feel so numb and I just can’t feel it. Unfortionetly, that’s when I used to cut the most (when I was numb).
other times, when I’d SI more out of habit, I did feel it. And it hurt. But I always thought it was worth it cause I deserved it. I WAS WRONG.
Person Dani, girl, 17, si @ 11, highschool student.