Yes, I never really knew MJ until I suddenly knew too much! Something was going on in her life but I never imagined it was this bad. She had suffered from ED, SH and was continually bombarded with bad news. She guided me through rough patches when all I wanted to do was give up. She was my rock, the one person I felt truly comfortable with, she had seen every scar that had been painted across my body. We never discussed methods of harming ourselves but it was very clear we both had the same method of inflicting pain.