[female, age 17, began to SI at age 14, high school student]
By Draco Malfoy,
yes, my then boyfriend. we were sitting on his bed. we were the only ones home. he knew that i had this problem. he had two razor blades that he had used to carve patterns into mirrors. i took one. he saw this and asked for it back. he knew what i wanted to do with it. i put it behind my back and quickly made two slashes before i gave it back to him. he was very good about it. it was such a perfect razor, i couldnt resist. it was like i was suddenly posessed by this desire. i dont know why i did it. he took my hand and examined my wrist. i was ashamed, and i blushed deeply. he kissed the scratches, and begged me to stop because he cared about me. i sobbingly promised. and then, of course, we got high, and had sex, as was the basis of our relationship.
Person [female, age 17, began to SI at age 14, high school student]