There are maybe 4 persons that knows it. I told 3 of them I stopped.
First, a girl I don't know that is like me. She knows it because she won't judge me.
Second, one of my really good friends, a guy, that lives in another country. So he will not tell anyone.
Third, kind of a friend of mines. She is the ex of my ex. I just had to tell her and I regret it.
Lastly, my ex knows it. He was the one that helped me with that. I still love him. He knows it is getting worse, and he wants me to stop, but I need his help. Thought I don't want to stop unless he comes back.