age 19. sencond year college student
Before, it’s a little like chaos. It’s hard to concentrate. I feel really stressed. really stressed.
During, I do it slow, shallow. really feel the pain. watch the blood slip out. it feels like art. do only so much. but be careful. clean everything. keep it clean. concentrate.
After, it wasn’t enough, it’s never enough. it’s not pretty enough, it doesn’t feel right. more. I need more. do it right.
Person Female, Age 19, Began to SI at age 18, College Student