Before, during, and after my SI
Before i self injure, i just get this sensation, like a tightness on my wrist.
It feels like someone is just squeezing my whole entire wrist.
It makes me want to touch it, mess with it.
I usually just pinch at it, just kind of mess around with it for a while.
Then cutting becomes all i can think about.
During my injuring, i don’t feel much. I just watch.
Its just a little pinch, and thats it.
I try to do it just once, but it never happens like that.
Its always more…
After its done, theres always a little regret, and they start to burn.
Then i get excited to see the new scars that form.
To see how bad they’ll look..
Person Female, age 14, began to SI at age 12/13, high school student.