[female, age 28, began to SI at age 13]
By Draco Malfoy,
It’s a building process. My emotions build up to the point where I can’t handle them anymore and then I start thinking about SI, I anticipate the blade or my lighter. While I SI I feel peaceful and at ease. It’s like I’m taking a time-out from reality. After I’m done I lay back and enjoy the ride(I usually dissociate myself when I SI).
Person [female, age 28, began to SI at age 13]