[female, age 31, began to SI at age 13]
By Draco Malfoy,
Before I cut I feel like things are racing out of control–I’m either feeling too much and am overwhelmed or I’m feeling nothing and am overwhelmed. During the act I feel calm and drowsy-like (like being pleasantly buzzed). Immediately afterwards I feel more focused and very tranquil–until I start “logically” analyzing the fact that I’ve had a relapse and then the cycle of self hate begins again.
Person [female, age 31, began to SI at age 13]