Before i SI, I feel an overwhelming urge to do it. It doesn’t go away, until I go through with it. Which I don’t mind aat all, it is always fun.
During, i listen to my favorite music and sing along and have fun, slice, slice, slicing away. I am overjoyed and happy! I mainly cut my left arm. It is covered in scars, I think they are beautiful, each one representing a happy moment in life, reminding me of my best friend (We Started Cutting Together).
Afterwards, I feel calm and sleepy. i always go to sleep after I SI, mainly because I do it late at night whenever everyone is asleep and I don’t have to worry about anyone interupting me. Never hard to get to sleep, oddly enough. Even though I feel my arm throbbing, I go to sleep peacfully and my mind refreshed.
I Love You Kristie! <3
Person [female, age 17, began to SI at age 14, graduate]