My story. Part 1.
Hello, My name is Kori. I have been self injury free for about a few weeks because I had a bit of a relapse moment. Before then I was free for around 3 months. I started cutting back in December of 2012. It all started with a boy. And I know what you’re thinking, “Boys aren’t worth destroying yourself. The fuck is she talking about?” Well there is more to it. I was 13 years old. I was talking to this boy that I had the biggest crush on. His name was Jimmy. And I liked him 2 years before too. So after 4 times rejection, I try one more time. So I start texting him and he asks if I liked him, so I said that I did and I literally poured my heart out to this guy and then he says, “I like you too.” And I got so happy but then, I got another text. “Hey sorry, that was my friend. I don’t really like you…” And I was so fucking done. About 6 months go by and we start talking again. And I roughly remember him saying that he liked me and that he wanted to date me. All I could say in my head was, “Are you fucking kidding me? Now you like me? After 2 fucking years?” So I told him that I’d think about it. Well I did and he told me that he liked someone else. Like after a day of thinking, he liked someone else. I was so pissed. So I take one of my mirrors in my room and smash it on the ground. I take the biggest pieces and pull down my shorts. I remember I was in my room at my desk. And I put the glass up to my thigh and I slide it across my leg…..
Person female, age 14, began to SI at age 13, high school freshman.