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    Draco Malfoy

    [female, age 16, began to SI at age 13]

    • I don’t feel okay about myself. I don’t feel okay about the way I interact with others. I feel ugly and disgusting and awkward and anoying. I don’t know what I am. I can’t stand myself. I hate waking up and not being able to be something different than I am. I feel guilty for most everything in my life. I always find a way to screw up. It releases the guilt a little. It helps me to deal with emotions. It helps me to make them real. To express them. I feel I’m better after releasing them.

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    I don’t know who wrote this, but it’s like you looked inside my head and took the words I didn’t even know were there. I am everything and more described above. I would like to add also that I am alone, even when surrounded by people, I am alone. Sometimes joy enters my life, and things are great, but there is always this dark water at the core of my soul that isn’t touched by the joy. I feel like my self hate is a stain on my soul that cannot be washed away. I AM ugly, annoying, awkward, and disgusting. I AM horrible, stupid, loud, and awful. I don’t even have the balls to kill myself, so I just cut until it’s better for a minute. Sometimes I just sit and think about how there are people dying all over the world every second of every day! Why can’t one of them be me?

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