my words i guess
well it stared as a 1 ov i reali thought i liked a guy and it didnt wrk out. then as time went on it jst got worse and a bit out of hand then it was my way of life how i cope with feelings how i managed to stay alive so to speak. then i just didnt feel i could stop or cope with out SH (selfharm) it was a way to COPE a way to get AWAY from the pain the feelings just every thing.
Person [female, age 23, began to SI at age 13]