Because it’s the only way to bear with the pain of the day sometimes. To be able to look at all the disgusting people you meet with a smile. Because I know for a fact that the two only people I really care for will soon be dead. Leaving me here alone. Not for long though.
Whatever you do, don’t get too attached to anyone. They will always show their real face when you get too close.
Person Male, student, 20 years old, started SI at 18