why do I hurt myself
My name is adaline or so you think. I have been cutting myself for a little over three years now and its often that I sdo cut myself. At least 2-3 times a day, and who knows per week. Last my parents caught they yelled at me saying I was stupid and crazy, which what made start in the first place. I was nine and in third grade I am now twelve ad in seventh grade. I started because people started calling me names, I was coming home with at least a scratch or bruise everyday. Of course my parents never know when people are hurting you but then when you hurt your self, all hell breaks loose. They thought I was depressed witch I wasn't but I am now. I'm always tired because of all the damn medication. My parents don't let me go anywhere because I'll embarrass them, they even put me in homeschooling. The worst part isn't the cuts or scars its that nobody will listen to why I do it why I feel the urge to put all my feelings into pain. I guess it's because pain heals faster.